CHAPTER 1
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e.Thoughmorescantilyattiredthanshemighthavebeenshewasdressedwithperfectneatness,andbetrayednomarksofpovertyorneglect.
‘Whohassentyousofarbyyourself?’saidI.
‘Someonewhoisverykindtome,sir.’
‘Andwhathaveyoubeendoing?’
‘That,Imustnottell,’saidthechildfirmly.
TherewassomethinginthemannerofthisreplywhichcausedmetolookatthelittlecreaturewithaninvoluntaryexpressionofsurpriseforIwonderedwhatkindoferranditmightbethatoccasionedhertobepreparedforquestioning.Herquickeyeseemedtoreadmythoughts,forasitmetminesheaddedthattherewasnoharminwhatshehadbeendoing,butitwasagreatsecret—asecretwhichshedidnotevenknowherself.
Thiswassaidwithnoappearanceofcunningordeceit,butwithanunsuspiciousfranknessthatboretheimpressoftruth.Shewalkedonasbefore,growingmorefamiliarwithmeasweproceededandtalkingcheerfullybytheway,butshesaidnomoreaboutherhome,beyondremarkingthatweweregoingquiteanewroadandaskingifitwereashortone.
Whilewewerethusengaged,Irevolvedinmymindahundreddifferentexplanationsoftheriddleandrejectedthemeveryone.Ireallyfeltashamedtotakeadvantageoftheingenuousnessorgratefulfeelingofthechildforthepurposeofgratifyingmycuriosity.Ilovetheselittlepeopleanditisnotaslightthingwhenthey,whoaresofreshfromGod,loveus.AsIhadfeltpleasedatfirstbyherconfidenceIdeterminedtodeserveit,andtodocredittothenaturewhichhadpromptedhertoreposeitinme.
Therewasnoreason,however,whyIshouldrefrainfromseeingthepersonwhohadinconsideratelysenthertosogreatadistancebynightandalone,andasitwasnotimprobablethatifshefoundherselfnearhomeshemighttakefarewellofmeanddeprivemeoftheopportunity,Iavoidedthemostfrequentedwaysandtookthemostintricate,andthusitwasnotuntilwearrivedinthestreetitselfthatsheknewwherewewere.Clappingherhandswithpleasureandrunningonbeforemeforashortdistance,mylittleacquaintancestoppedatadoorandremainingonthesteptillIcameupknockedatitwhenIjoinedher.
Apartofthisdoorwasofglassunprotectedbyanyshutter,whichIdidnotobserveatfirst,forallwasverydarkandsilentwithin,andIwasanxious(asindeedthechildwasalso)forananswertooursummons.Whenshehadknockedtwiceorthricetherewasanoiseasifsomepersonweremovinginside,andatlengthafaintlightappearedthroughtheglasswhich,asitapproachedveryslowly,thebearerhavingtomakehiswaythroughagreatmanyscatteredarticles,enabledmetoseebothwhatkindofpersonitwaswhoadvancedandwhatkindofplaceitwasthroughwhichhecame.
Itwasanoldmanwithlonggreyhair,whosefaceandfigureasheheldthelightabovehisheadandlookedbeforehimasheapproached,Icouldplainlysee.Thoughmuchalteredbyage,IfanciedIcouldrecognizeinhisspareandslenderformsomethingofthatdelicatemouldwhichIhadnoticedinthechild.Theirbrightblueeyeswerecertainlyalike,buthisfacewassodeeplyfurrowedandsoveryfullofcare,thathereallresemblanceceased.
Theplacethroughwhichhemadehiswayatleisurewasoneofthosereceptaclesforoldandcuriousthingswhichseemtocrouchinoddcornersofthistownandtohidetheirmustytreasuresfromthepubliceyeinjealousyanddistrust.Thereweresuitsofmailstandinglikeghostsinarmourhereandthere,fantasticcarvingsbroughtfrommonkishcloisters,rustyweaponsofvariouskinds,distortedfiguresinchinaandwoodandironandivory:tapestryandstrangefurniturethatmighthavebeendesignedindreams.Thehaggardaspectofthelittleoldmanwaswonderfullysuitedtotheplacehemighthavegropedamongoldchurchesandtombsanddesertedhousesandgatheredallthespoilswithhisownhands.Therewasnothinginthewholecollectionbutwasinkeepingwithhimselfnothingthatlookedolderormorewornthanhe.
Asheturnedthekeyinthelock,hesurveyedmewithsomeastonishmentwhichwasnotdiminishedwhenhelookedfrommetomycompanion.Thedoorbeingopened,thechildaddressedhimasgrandfather,andtoldhimthelittlestoryofourcompanionship.
‘Why,blessthee,child,’saidtheoldman,pattingheronthehead,‘howcouldstthoumissthyway?WhatifIhadlostthee,Nell!’
‘Iwouldhavefoundmywaybacktoyou,grandfather,’saidthechildboldly‘neverfear.’
Theoldmankissedher,thenturningtomeandbeggingmetowalkin,Ididso.Thedoorwasclosedandlocked.Precedingmewiththelight,heledmethroughtheplaceIhadalreadyseenfromwithout,intoasmallsitting-roombehind,inwhichwasanotherdooropeningintoakindofcloset,whereIsawalittlebedthatafairymighthavesleptin,itlookedsoverysmallandwassoprettilyarranged.Thechildtookacandleandtrippedintothislittleroom,leavingtheoldmanandmetogether.
‘Youmustbetired,sir,’saidheasheplacedachairnearthefire,‘howcanIthankyou?’
‘Bytakingmorecareofyourgrandchildanothertime,mygoodfriend,’Ireplied.
‘Morecare!’saidtheoldmaninashrillvoice,‘morecareofNelly!Why,whoeverlovedachildasIloveNell?’
HesaidthiswithsuchevidentsurprisethatIwasperplexedwhatanswertomake,andthemoresobecausecoupledwithsomethingfeebleandwanderinginhismanner,therewereinhisfacemarkso